Feb 22, 2007

Every Man for Himself....

This is juz for u andu....the font size i mean! i hope this one is gonna be easy on ur eyez....though im not too sure the pink would change...Anywayz, as alwayz itz been a while since i blogged....i somehow feel the need to get inspired to actually write in...n today was one such inspirational day :) Continuing on the same philosophical streak i began with, Im gonna share with all of u (by all i mean u poor lil thingz whom i COAX to read my blogs!) my new theory of Every Man For Himself.....If u've heard this before, ignore it...for noone...n i mean NOONE,can preach wisdom the way i can ! ;)

I hv started believin tat Companionship is highly over rated....Yes, it IS amazin to have someone around to call ur own i guess....but who could be better than urself to actually know u better???i've lived quite a long part of my life (all of 22 1/2 yrz) believin tat we should alwayz GIVE to GET....now dont get me wrong here....givin isn't wrong...but not one-sided crazy givin! Bein there when needed, forgivin even though raw n hurtin...in simpler terms- Bein a Livin D.O.O.R.M.A.T in-the-flesh! This stuff really doesn't make the other person sit up n notice u...it juz makes them take u for a ride! n that ride is initially good, trust me....u can call it,The magic carpet ride!!!u get to literally see a WHOLE NEW WORLD (courtesy: Alladin) n then the fall....that rock-bottom plunge that rudely reminds u that the heady rush of wind is gone...that suddenly, even though u give n give n give....ur not gettin....it may not be right to expect in return...but thatz for the saints man....itz natural n human to expect....so when u start feelin miserably low n whiney about not gettin enough, itz juz abt time to LET GO!... the revelation that follows is really amazin....atleast to me it has been thatway.....

I realized tat Friendz r amazin people....parentz r SUPER people....n my sis (Buj, ill ALWAYZ, ALWAYZ love u....n ur alwayz, alwayz my only true confidante) juz ROCKz...n im ever so thankful to be surrounded by all these people who make life worthwhile....BUT....(yes, all good things have a BUT(T), pun intended....) I also feel that the only way u can really be happy..?... is to understand urself...the way noone has understood u....juz do a bit of introspection....n u will see that inspite of havin so many people around u...ur only true companion is u...n it isn't all tat bad after all...! i seriously do enjoy my own company nowadays....[dont worry guyz, im still sane...atleast I think i am :)] I can make or break my life...itz I whoz gotta decide what I wanna do...itz I whoz gotta decide who I wanna b with....so make best use of wat u've got within u, rather than waitin for someone else to tell u wat u've got...rather, what u haven't!

Before I end, I'd like to clarify....i dont mean to say that u dont have to give at all or that u must be mean to people in the process...juz that....everythin must be done in moderation...dont over-do the givin....itz gettin u nowhere really...when thingz go bad n ur down in the dumpz...everyonez gonna go their way cuz...in this world,people, itz Every Man For Himself....(as seen through the eyes of a cynic)



6 comments:

The Techno Maniac said...

givin isnt wrong...but not one-sided crazy givin! Awesome.. I myself was doin that crazy givin some time back.. I just wish i had read your blog long back.. i wud have not been like that.. anywaz da.. i did not know you underwent soo much.. you look cheerfull... As sensitive you are.. you have the ability to not show it out.. still.. please da do take care.. you know so much about stuff that i dont need to tell you.. however there is one thing i must tell you.. "keep rocking babe"

As i always tell you.. "You re the Best" - and i meant it... Take care..

A.Johnson said...

much better..

I agree w u...

although I havnt really got to hittin the rock at the bottom yet. Everytime I get there, the one to disappoint, has been the one who saves me.

JANE JEYAKUMAR said...

you ryte in lotsa ways.. :) As much as we try sailin against the wind, in the end life blows this way: 'To Each, His Own':)

But sumtimes life does take the wind out of your sails with that special some1, where for the 1st, & probably the last tyme, u 'get'more than u cud ever 'give'..

So hang on!:) n keep sailin:) it's happen sum day..

JANE JEYAKUMAR said...

It'd happen sum day*

Doll said...

....infact we're all da same..we've xperienced d bad...but thrz the good too....alwayz luk back on tht...forget d rest...everytnz gonna turn out jus' fyn....y fear wen dolly's here........;)keep smilin

beetlejuice said...

ooohhh...buj...ur the BEST!